A Tribute to My Hero

My Hero

Ray Autrey 11/12/23 – 01/01/13

 

One of the things that each of us must face at some point in this thing called life, is its end.  Many of you are aware that my dad, Ray Autrey, has always been my hero.  He was my hero not because of what he did, but because of who he was.

My hero passed away on January 1st of this year.  Fortunately, Suzette and I, our daughter Evie, and our granddaughter Adrianna had been with he and my mom for Christmas.

I had always planned to speak a tribute to my dad whenever the date finally came.  I did so, and I can tell you that it was the most difficult talk I have ever given.

I thought I’d use this forum to share my talk with you, both as a tribute to my Dad, and to offer a few thoughts for you to consider about what it means to live a truly successful life.

I began by telling the story of the wise man living at the outskirts of an ancient village.  The message of the story is that you are going to find whatever it is you’re looking for.  I then continued…

“I wanted to tell you that story because of what my Dad, the man whose life we are here to honor and celebrate today always looked for in his life.  He always looked for the good and the decent.  He looked for the upside, the open door, the opportunity, the possibility.  He taught me that anything in life could be figured out…anything was possible.  He gave me and everyone else the benefit of the doubt.  He treated everyone with respect.

I remember when I was going to Fort Miller Junior High School.  I was in the 7th grade.  Forced integration was a year old, and we had kids being bused in from the west side who [didn’t want to be there] and who, well…posed quite a cultural shock to those of us living in predominantly white middle class Fresno.  During this time, Dad was a juvenile detective, and I had the distinction of being the guy whose Dad regularly came to the school to arrest some of his “classmates.”

Well, one day, a kid named Bobby Hood, who had quite the bad reputation, approached me on the playground when no one else was around, and said, “I want to talk to you about your Dad.”  I’m thinking… Oh boy, here we go…  And then Bobby said to me, “Your Dad…he’s all right.  He treats me different than anyone else in my life.  Your Dad has always treated me with respect.”

That’s an example of how my Dad lived his life.

In presentations that I’ve given all over the world, I’ve told audiences that my Dad is, always has been, and always will be…my hero, and this is one of the many reasons why.  So I thought it appropriate here, as a public tribute, to read to you something I wrote 14 years ago entitled, “My Hero.”

Young boys love their “heroes”.  Growing up in Fresno, California, I though John Brody was a great quarterback, but he wasn’t “it”.  John Kennedy was pretty cool, but he wasn’t it.  Movie stars, rock stars, teachers, coaches, professional athletes…all offering their role models, their “greats”- but none came close to my hero.  Mine really had it together.  He was strong.  He was incredibly smart.  He could do anything.  He wasn’t a poster hanging on the wall, or a card that came with a pack of stale gum.  I actually got to spend time with my hero.  Lots of time.

As far back as I can remember, I’d tag along into his garage, where he’d always let me “help”.  I’m sure I made more mess and caused the project to take three times as long, but he never let me know it.  As I grew a little older, we made many trips to Yosemite Nursery, where I’d fantasize about great landscapes, awesome vegetables, and spectacular flower gardens.  And then there were those countless hours riding together in his Ford F150 Long Bed…talking about everything that was important to a six, or ten, or fifteen-year-old boy.  Despite working two jobs, he took time to throw the football, go on Boy Scout camping trips, listen to me play the drums, and was genuinely interested in my homework.  He was always there when I needed him.  Always cheering.  Always believing in…me.

Everyone admires “greatness”.  Some dream about it.  Others are inspired enough to actually pursue it:  you know…a life overflowing with everything that’s good, wonderful, and important.  I grew up with it.  I knew it.  My hero taught me that I could be anything I wanted in life…if I wanted it badly enough.  More than that, he proved it to me.  By example.  Through his patience.  With his love.  And by his incredible commitment to my mom, my sister, my brother, and to me.  He was my dad.  I was his son.  Nothing else in the world really mattered.

And now, at the age of forty-one, I’m still inspired by his greatness.

Dad, you taught me that the world is beautiful enough to try and figure it out.  You’ve consistently given me the greatest gift I could’ve ever had- yourself.  Because of you, I am blessed with an unquenchable self-confidence and a heart overflowing with love.  You still are, and always will be…my hero.

My Dad was born on November 12, 1923, so on his headstone it will read 11/12/23 – 01/01/13.  I’d like you to visualize those dates.  Every one of us in here has our first date, and every one of us is going to have our second date.  But you know, what truly matters in this equation is not the first date…nor the second date…it’s what’s in the middle.  The only thing that matters in this equation is the dash.  The only thing that truly matters is what we do with our lives between our beginning and our end.  As a matter of fact, I have come to the conclusion that the only true measure of the value of a human life is all the good that was done while it was being lived.

My Dad’s life had HUGE value…certainly to me, to my Mom, to my sister and brother…to all of our family members, and I think also to all of you…his friends from square dancing, from work, or from wherever you had the good fortune of having had an association with this incredible man.

He is the finest man I have ever known.

So considering my Dad, his life and everything he stood for, I want to conclude by saying to him,  “Dad…well done.  Well Done!”

Please feel free to offer your thoughts and comments below.

Until next time,

-Tim

 

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  1. Tanesha
    4 years ago

    It’s nearly impossible to find knowledgeable people for this subject,
    but you seem like you know what you’re talking about!
    Thanks


  2. Kirsten
    4 years ago

    May I just say what a comfort to find an individual who genuinely knows what they are talking about over the
    internet. You certainly know how to bring a problem to light and make
    it important. More and more people have to read this and understand this side of the story.
    I can’t believe you are not more popular because you definitely possess the gift.


  3. Michael S. Haro, Ph.D.
    4 years ago

    Tim,

    I’m just today catching up on my yahoo e-mail. It is a secondary e-mail address so do not get immediate attention as this note certainly indicates. I am sorry to learn of your father’s death. Your tribute to him was beautiful and I appreciate your sharing.

    Since April 1, 2011 I have been sidelined and inactive with my business. I was diagnosed with Nasopharyngeal Cancer and went through radiation and chemotherapy. With God’s blessings and support of many family and friends, I had a successful journey. As of September 16, 2012 I was given a “one year clear” tumor report. I’m still in semi recovery mode and have decided to limited my practice and services to the Reno area. I am considering doing a few trips that require air travel, but not many.

    I do occasionally have clients who ask me to make recommendations and I want you to know that your name will be at the top of my list. Hope all is well with you and your business continues to grow.

    I have included my active e-mail address above (msharo@ix.netcom.com). That one I check every day so please make that change on your e-mail list.

    Once again, thank you for the tribute to your hero. It was beautiful.

    Mike


  4. Jack Miller
    4 years ago

    Tim I will have you and your family in my prayers for the loss of a true hero.I fully agree with the important part of life is being what we do in between being born and passing on to our heavenly father. I really like this quote from the bible that reads I have fought the good fight ,I have finished the race , I have kept my faith. It sounds to me like your hero has done it all and knowing you the way i do he sure has passed on alot of good traits I will look forward to seeing you again in our life travels. I am sure glad to have gotten to know you as well as i.do and am a little said that i never had the chance to meet your hero, but i am sure some day that we will all get together to do the work in which our true leader will have planned for us. Take care friend see you at Montour sometime in the future.


  5. Kris
    5 years ago

    My condolences Tim and also to your family. I think I can imagine how you feel right now. I had the same with my grandmother that passed away a few years ago. Until now there’s no single week that passes by that I don’t tell a story to my 8 years old son and 11 years old daughter where she is the example. Even when the body is gone she’s still alive in our minds and home. That’s what the dash is about in the middle: memories.
    Take care and rely on the memories (good and bad).


  6. Joel Cluff
    5 years ago

    Tim, I just wanted to give you my condolences at the passing of your father. It sounds like he was a wonderful man. I guess it is my faith in Jesus Christ that comforts me at times like this because I truly believe that you will be with your father again. At least that is truly my hope. It is hard to see the ones we love depart from this life. Thanks for sharing your comments and tribute. I also believe that it is what happens between the dates “-” that really matters. My prayers are with you and your family.


  7. Kyra Richter
    5 years ago

    Tim,
    My condolences. Thank you, for the beautifuly written words of love and respect for such a great man.


  8. Simon Szmigiel
    5 years ago

    Tim –
    Thank you for sharing your story, your feelings, and your thoughts of your hero. As parents, we can only strive to be as great of role models for our children as your father was for you. I can tell that you have alot of him in you. My family’s condolences to yours.
    Simon


  9. Peter
    5 years ago

    Tim,

    I am so sorry for your loss. My mom passed 12/13/12 and it was very unexpected. She was 75.. So I empathize with you, I know exactly how it feels. I truly think that the memories and influence of such special human beings will last longer than us!

    God bless


  10. steve rainwater
    5 years ago

    My condolences Tim. Like you, my Dad was my hero and he’s gone also. Please give my best to Suzette.


  11. Mark Hefner
    5 years ago

    This is beautiful Tim! Your words help me remember all the wonderful things about my Dad! Thanks for sharing.


  12. Dave Mannai
    5 years ago

    Tim,

    I am filled with sadness about your incredible loss. I remember when you told me personally several years ago that your Dad was your hero- boy did that speak volumes to me! Although I never met him- I felt I knew him through you, in what you told me about him, how he inspired you and most of all in knowing you. I know how you live your life and who you are – you are an incredibly caring, giving, loving, compasionate, positive human being! Who you are is a real and living tribute to your hero- actions always speak louder than words!

    With deepest sympathy,

    Dave


  13. Daniel Anderson (Northeast Utilities)
    5 years ago

    Tim,
    Sorry to hear of the passing of your dad. We all grow to know how incredibly hard it is to be a “dad”, that constant coaching and attention to what is really important in life and what’s important to pass along. For your dad I know he was extremely grateful to have found the sweet spot in life. Best wishes and fond memories.
    Dan


  14. Dave Duden
    5 years ago

    Tim,
    Thanks for sharing, I don’t know my end date yet, but I share the same start date as your dad, 11/12…..I only hope my “dash” can be as positive an influence on my kids…..Be well, and as long as you remember, he’ll always be with you…..
    Dave


  15. Jeff Germain
    5 years ago

    My condolences at the passing of your hero. He will always be with you. Thank you for sharing your tribute. I should be so lucky that my sons and those I touch might believe the same of me.

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